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i suffer from writers' block. its chronic.
surveying various blogs here and there, most of them reputable and interesting, leaves me feeling mentally stunted. notwithstanding my own opinions on various topics/issues/blah/blah/blah, i think i have an aversion to making them heard. unless what i say is going to produce some sort of benefit - then its better not to say it. (you may disregard all of this by the way). whoa...there's a contradiction! i mean, is what i think really going to have any sort of meaning unless i do something about it?

have you ever been anywhere where you might be in a position (through no fault of your own) to eavesdrop on a private debate - where two or more very opinionated buffoons argue in futility about issues which ain't gonna be solved because they're arguing about it?
"oh but davin - its healthy to talk about important issues - because it makes you think". Is that all? Is that all you are going to do? 'Think?' - Why won't you do something instead? You've just wasted thousands of calories basically talking about nothing - congratulations you've (in some small way!) managed to amplify the greenhouse effect with all your hoo haa. LOL. those poor poor canaries.

formatting woes

what a dumbass.
i had backed up all my old files including my CV on 5 separate cds.
i formatted my hard drive.
i reinstall everything.
load the backup cds...only to find that my old files hadn't been saved onto the cds!!!!!!

such a goober!
photos, music, documents. gone. kaput.

damn it.