its been more than a month since my last entry. forgive me if this sounds damaged.
how should i start? i suppose i'll start with my present disposition. a series of events accompanied with each own set of emotions and traumas - and wherein most of these circumstances did not allow catharsis - has led me here. where's that? exhausted and tired, angry.
its been a pretty rough 3 months for all of us. surely the lord didn't want it this way. at the end of some days we find ourselves unable to shake off our bitter temperament. some of us take our bleepers home - what's the point? hospital is home! with each passing minute we become more and more demoralised, acutely aware of our own feelings. we become nasty, impatient, short tempered, angry jerks.
i read something in deuteronomy last night. summed up it goes something like this. "justice, justice you shall pursue - [include mercy somewhere]. i remember God, and the task he set before me and my colleagues - i ask for forgiveness and feel empowered by a renewed sense of responsibility and mission.
i gotta get me this tattoo.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
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3 comments:
tattoos are cool. but they dont make you feel better. they do serve as a constant reminder of how you felt when you got it.
given a choice, one should get a tattoo to mark happy occasions.
Dude, you must be smoked, you didn't close that quote.
Is it a tatoo of a monkey? A giant monkey covering your whole back? I sure hope so, that'd be super awesome.
Hey Davin,
Jac here, just thought i'd say hello and howzit??
you sound pretty busy with work and stuff...
dont get a tattoo, they stretch and wrinkle when you get old, trust me..i've seen a lot of old wrinkly patients in my time! i'm sure you have too. get pierced instead.
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